42-year-old Odom broke up with Sabrina Parr late last year, just months after the couple was engaged to be married. In light of the split, Lamar says he’s made some major changes in his life.
Celebrating his sobriety in a new Instagram post, Lamar opened up on being the one who decided to end the engagement, adding that Parr was the one who really wanted to fix the relationship even though a lot of toxicity was involved.
He wrote;
A year ago yesterday I left my ex fiance’ at the W Hotel in Atlanta without notice. When she realized I was gone back to my home in San Diego she was livid. I received over 250 calls and text messages over the course of last December from her wanting to fix us. We were toxic. Independently and collectively.
Leaving broke my heart but saved my soul. The relationship was abusive.
Many times I wanted to go back because-the dysfunction in me was addicted to the abuse. The addict in me hated being alone, the man in me wanted a pretty face to wake up to, it was hard. Late nights and early mornings alone wears on a brother. I sought solace in marijuana and a slew of random women, not loving any of them, not really wanting to be with any of them, but it beat being lonely.
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One day, my soul opened up, light bulb went off and I wanted and needed to change for ME! My team had worked hard to get me a fresh start. I had to honor thatToday, I am free. Drug free. Marijuana free. Relationship free. I am rebuilding a relationship with myself. With my family. I am focused on my faith. My growth. My brand. I am a legend. I own that. I am a recovering addict. I own that too.
Stand in your truth. Do not believe everything you read. Luckily my team keeps record of EVERYTHING so I am reminded of how far I have come. I have not arrived yet. I will not let troubled exes from my past haunt me. I will stand in my truth. I owe that to myself and whomever God places next in my life.
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I truly love you all for loving me~ LO
In March, Lamar who was previously married to Khloé Kardashian between 2009 and 2016 addressed the split and accused Sabrina of being “deceitful” while on The Real, claiming that she sought “clout or fame.” He said, “Just when I talk about her, it makes me sad because I don’t really like nobody taking advantage of me, especially for monetary reasons.”
NBA star, Lamar Odom is celebrating being porn and drug free in a reflective new post following his split from ex-fiancée Sabrina Parr last year.
42-year-old Odom broke up with Sabrina Parr late last year, just months after the couple was engaged to be married. In light of the split, Lamar says he’s made some major changes in his life.
Celebrating his sobriety in a new Instagram post, Lamar opened up on being the one who decided to end the engagement, adding that Parr was the one who really wanted to fix the relationship even though a lot of toxicity was involved.
He wrote;
A year ago yesterday I left my ex fiance’ at the W Hotel in Atlanta without notice. When she realized I was gone back to my home in San Diego she was livid. I received over 250 calls and text messages over the course of last December from her wanting to fix us. We were toxic. Independently and collectively.
Leaving broke my heart but saved my soul. The relationship was abusive.
Many times I wanted to go back because-the dysfunction in me was addicted to the abuse. The addict in me hated being alone, the man in me wanted a pretty face to wake up to, it was hard. Late nights and early mornings alone wears on a brother. I sought solace in marijuana and a slew of random women, not loving any of them, not really wanting to be with any of them, but it beat being lonely.
.
One day, my soul opened up, light bulb went off and I wanted and needed to change for ME! My team had worked hard to get me a fresh start. I had to honor thatToday, I am free. Drug free. Marijuana free. Relationship free. I am rebuilding a relationship with myself. With my family. I am focused on my faith. My growth. My brand. I am a legend. I own that. I am a recovering addict. I own that too.
Stand in your truth. Do not believe everything you read. Luckily my team keeps record of EVERYTHING so I am reminded of how far I have come. I have not arrived yet. I will not let troubled exes from my past haunt me. I will stand in my truth. I owe that to myself and whomever God places next in my life.
.
I truly love you all for loving me~ LO
In March, Lamar who was previously married to Khloé Kardashian between 2009 and 2016 addressed the split and accused Sabrina of being “deceitful” while on The Real, claiming that she sought “clout or fame.” He said, “Just when I talk about her, it makes me sad because I don’t really like nobody taking advantage of me, especially for monetary reasons.”